I think I'm going blind Oh I can't see the signs I feel it coming, I feel it coming
I hope you close my eyes When I run of time Can't keep on running, I keep becoming
Unrealistically distressed I play it out in my head
Catastrophically obsessed It makes me wanna rip my heart out of my chest
* Cause I just see death In what is beautiful Plan all the funerals Oh oh oh
Everyone's blissfully delusional But I deprive myself like it's a ritual
Ignoring my prescription I've found my new addiction
Now I'm not eating, and I'm not sleeping
My mind is playing fiction A curse of my existence Hyper fixation, no medication
Stops me from calling the dead Light the candles on my bed
Bracing for the world to end It makes me wanna rip my hair out of my head
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I run and run and run and run and run from nothing
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I run and run and run and run and run from nothing But I deprive myself like it's a ritual
I run and run and run and run and run from nothing But I deprive myself like it's a ritua
