* i’ll pretend that i know what to do but it’s all still so brand new
‘cause i started this last june really, it’s my first time too
another hoop that i’m leaping in, praying there’s another side
but you’re still here, grieving it i thought that you’d want me to rise
* because these heartbreak songs have gotten me so far
i’ll say i hate my life and you will all applaud
so i’ll engrain these words along my face and arms
i thought you’d want this rise but you tell me i did you wrong
i know what i said, you’re reminding me i’ll put this all to bed and hope i fall asleep
‘cause i just wanted to experience these dreams still don’t know what that means so
