She was my whole October That girl I never saw coming
Think she might be my drug I was basically sober
Six months, a year I could've gone But her eyes shoot me up with something
* And I didn't think that I would fall this hard
** My god, this girl, this beauty queen she knows
That I can't breathe Her hold on my neck My shoulders, arms and back
She plays me like a tambourine And I don't think she means to be that mean
And I just try to remember My heart don't match what my head knows
She drives me all kinds of crazy, baby Stayin' up past my bedtime
They say no good comes from late nights I should go home, go to sleep, stop talkin' but
You've got a long way to go until you figure this out I'm really trying not to lose myself
You're all the wrong kind of trouble Got me so full of doubts I'm really trying not to lose myself
And you're a whole lot of messy So I'm just bowing out I'm really trying not to lose it
I'm trying not to lose it, I'm trying not to lose it Now
