Dying for the weather to change the wind You always loved her you always loved her
Searching for whoever I can blame I guess You always loved her you always loved her
* All that I am all that I am I was never easy to love All that I am all that I am
Knew that you would make this all a mess I know but I tried after all our time
You know that I tried
Crying for my mother like I'm still a kid Stare at the paper write 'til my head hurts
Finally starting over is a painful gift Lost in the letters you always loved her
The birds all sing to me the words I can't explain You weren't in this the way I am the way I am
I learned it all too late your love all burned away You weren't in this the way I am the way I am