I'm losing sleep
Avoiding dreams
Can't close my eyes
I'll stay awake not to see you again
You're buried deep
You make me weep
Lost all control
I wanna know why you won't let me go
(I'm on a leash)
You're holding tight
(Still chained to you)
Like drones and hives
(Stuck in my head)
I'm paralyzed, no matter how hard I fight
(But now I know)
I realize
(It's always been me)
Who always lies
(Telling myself)
That I'm all right
I guess I always blame you
And I'll Remember To Forget You
Before I wake up, I'll say your name
Just to remind me when you were still here
Before this all ends, I will wake up in flames
Hit me like a cannonball
Smashing up through layered wall
Still feels the same after all
Cause I knew all I wanted was you
I just came to my senses
After replacing you right then
I'm standing on my fences
For that place is meant only for you
(I'm on a leash)
You're holding tight
(Still chained to you)
Like drones and hives
(Stuck in my head)
I'm paralyzed
I never really did try
(But now I know)
I realize
(It's always been me)
Who always lies
(Telling myself)
That I'm all right
I guess I always blame you
And I'll remember to forget you
Before I wake up, I'll say your name
Just to remind me when you were still here
Before this all ends, I will wake up in flames
I'm dying to be here
Don't make me go back
Don't wake me as I dream
Don't make me go back
And I'll remember to forget you
(I'm dying to be here)
Before I wake up, I'll say your name
(Don't make me go back)
Just to remind me when you were still here
(Don't wake me as I dream)
Before this all ends, I will wake up in flames
(Don't make me go back)