I couldn't imagine life without your love, love
I don't know what happened, but I never got enough
Grew up as a young girl without your love, love, love, love
Grew up in the mountains wrapped around me like a hug
And you were ever distant, and I felt so ashamed
You didn't seem to love me, but we shared the same last name
* I always choose the hells I know I never let the angels show
** Me unfamiliar heavens Are slowly opening
I see them in the distance And the color of the sky is changing
(Ooh)
For years, I would choose the hells That felt familiar
Boys and toys and places Wanted to keep my devils near (Ooh)
Didn't think I deserved To be loved, loved, loved, loved
'Til I left my hometown Set myself free like a dog
And you have never heard this 'Cause you didn't want the truth
But I'm so sick of lying I have nothing left to lose
We choose the things we know Do we choose to let them go
And now, my heart has changed So I let go over pain
