sometimes
i hear them talkin’ about me
talkin’ like i’m not here
saying i’m so mature
that i never feel insecure
sometimes
i wish that i wasn’t sorry
sorry for just being me
have to fake this happiness
but i just wanna do my best
pre-hook
at being human
it’s so confusing
too much to lose when
it’s all an illusion
i’m just a new kid
here tryna prove that
i’m not just another name
on the internet
hook ( * )
so if i’m honest
i cry on the jet plane home
wipe it away
so they wont say
im not an extrovert
and when it’s over
i turn on my usual smile
it’s still sincere
but only here
i’ll show you my invisible tears
verse2
i say i’m confident
but i’m not lying when
i still get happy when i hear you give me compliments
i think it’s common sense
so i’m fine with everything
but i think it’s so fucked up
when i’m right here all alone again
cuz who’s gonna save me from myself
who’s gonna care when i’m not well
lately it’s hard to ask for help
( * )
and when it’s over
i turn on my usual smile
it’s still sincere
but only here
i’ll show you my invisible tears
