Want it, so I got it, did it, so it's done Another thing I ruined, I used to do for fun
Another piece of plastic I could just throw away Another conversation with nothing good to say
I thought it, so I said it, took it 'cause I can Another day pretendin' I'm older than I am
Another perfect moment that doesn't feel like mine Another thing I forced to be a sign
* Well, sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am
Gettin' drunk at a club with my fair-weather friends
Push away all the people who know me the best
But it's me who's been makin' the bed I'm so tired of bein' the girl that I am
Every good thing has turned into somethin' I dread
And I'm playin' the victim so well in my head But it's me who's been makin' the bed
** Me who's been makin' the bed Pull the sheets over my head, Makin' the bed
And every night, I wake up from this one recurrin' dream
Where I'm drivin' through the city, and the brakes go out on me
I can't stop at the red light, can't swerve off the road
I read somewhere it's 'cause my life feels so out of control
And I tell someone I love them just as a distraction
They tell me that they love me like I'm some tourist attraction
They're changin' my machinery, and I just let it happen
I got the things I wanted, it's just not what I imagined
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Sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am
Countin' all of the beautiful things I regret
But it's me who's been makin' the bed Me who's been makin' the bed
Pull the sheets over my head Makin' the bed, oh-oh