I feel conflicted, but it's excitement Maybe I'm nervous, mostly I like it
It's like the house light I keep unlit Last box in the basement, I've got a secret
I've got a secret under the carpet I can't remember in which compartment
The mind holds memories of days we've missed I miss being certain, certainly I miss
* Fallin' for the afterthought Of feelin' what I want
I want to feel everything But when I do it makes me question if I'm falling wrong
Don't wanna break something And people say it can belong As long as it's unseen
I feel uneasy, internal conflict My head and my heart try to rephrase the argument
As "You didn't feel that," now I feel gaslit Torch my emotions Please change the subject
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I feel confused by what I'm ashamed for I feel ashamed by my human nature
Choose to adapt new outward behavior To feel accepted People are built for
Actin' like there's nothing wrong So they can just move on
Sometimes I just wanna But if I did it'd make you question if I'm worthy of
Feeling love, it's funny how we get along Just as long as I'm quiet