Looking out on the river bend Looking out on the thing that isn't
Looking out on the freeway's push and pull Looking out for the current
Little spells of forgetfulness Little sounds that are shrill and urgent
Little insects that sting as they come and go Little moments of purpose
I loved you I wore you out I miss you Where are you now?
This town is a monolith This town is a crowded movie
This town is a depot, I come and go This town is my city
I hate you I tore you down I miss you Where are you now?
Looking bad like those Vegas odds
Wear a smile like it's camouflage
Today was a smoking sky Today was a civic menace
Today I went walking while things explode Some sad independence
I want to be just as loud All this freedom just freaks me out
Risk it all on the game of chance Chasing love like an ambulance