I've been caught in the words I've been walking for miles
I've been walking in circles I don't want to escape I just want to be lost
'Cuz you know me like that And I can never decide if I want to be any particular person
There's a solemn breeze and it's whispering things that I don't want to hear
* So I disassociate until I'm separate from my body And I shelter in the words I never said
** Until I'm finally convinced that you hate me All because I can't be rational
Until I'm finally convinced that I'm crazy All because I can't be rational
I've been caught in the words I've been walking for miles
I've been walking on purpose I don't want to explain
I just want to be lost 'cuz you know me like that
And I can never decide if I want to be any particular person
There's a solemn breeze and it's whispering things that I don't want to hear
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And all this confusion is just an illusion It's borrowing time
Becoming a nuisance It's not like I'm waiting
On someone to save me 'Cuz everyone's tired but I'm too impatient
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