I have grown up, I am a father now Everything has changed,
but I am still the same somehow You know I've never been afraid of death
But now I wanna see the things that haven't happened yet
I still love getting out of my mind, I should cut it down
I still know people I don't like and I should cut them out
I feel embarrassed 'bout the things that I did in my youth
'Cause now I have a child, I know one day that you will do it
* Freight cargo, dot stops and aeroplanes Late-night calls, signal is in and out again
Feelin' low, serotonin known better days Go, go, go! But every moment you're here with me
** Timе stops to still When you are in my arms, it always will
And life, lifе is changin' tides
I lost the confidence in who I was Too busy tryna chase the high and get the numbers up
I have the same dream every night A bullet through my brain the moment that I close my eyes
I still have to lean on a shoulder when I've broken down
And I have people that depend on me to sort them out
I sometimes fantasize I disappear without a trace
I've no regrets, but wish I did things in a different way
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