Take a hit of anything To escape it all, I'm suffocating
The sharpened blade of reality Sometimes, I wanna hurt me
I know it's hard to hear, but I'm Waitin' for the new year
Don't wanna waste my life chasin' white Try to swim towards the light
* Comin' up for air in the deepest of the deep ends
I thought I learned it all, but boom, the plot thickens
Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly Feelin' it all, it's sobriety
La-la-la-la-la-la-la Got so tired of feelin' numb La-la-la-la-la-la-la
Well, take a look what I've become Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly
Feelin' it all, it's sobriety
Wanna make you proud of me But slowly, I am killing me
Playing with chemistry Floating to the ceiling
Always rock 'n' roll 'til you die, you know, you been flyin'
Now I'm shaking at night, sweating the sheets out Grinding my teeth out
But still the world will glamorize it all
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If I could leave one thing for you It's exactly what not to do
I'm so proud of you Take a look what I've become Oh, take a look what I...
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