I thought I wanted love till you showed me what it was
I've never been colder, all this weight that I shoulder
It's a blessing and a curse, fuck the better it's only worse
Wouldn't wish this on no one, it's one hell of a low one
We're going up, we going down We could run it back, we could work it out, but, no
Late at night, going out my mind Praying that the sun don't rise, like, no, mmh
* Waking up but wishing that you don't It's something that I pray you'll never know
Up at night, drinking liquor like it's water Waking up, knowing I'm somebody's daughter, but
I don't know a lot about my father Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no
I need some medicine, this shit that my head is in
Got me thinking, questioning, laying in this bed I'm in Up at night, drinking liquor like it's water
Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no
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You might love the highs but you ain't seen the lows
You don't know the half of it and I pray you'll never know
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