I dunno what I was thinking, Leaving my child behind,
Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind
With all this anger, guilt and sadness, Coming to haunt me forever,
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river, Is this revenge I am seeking,
Or seeking someone to avenge me Stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free
Maybe I should chase and find Before they'll try to stop it
It won't be long before I'll become a puppet
* It's been so long, Since I last have seen my son Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song So I could ponder The sanity of your mother
I wish I lived in the present With the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
Your sweet little eyes, your little smile, Is all I remember
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper Justification is killing me
But killing isn't justified hat happened to my son, I'm terrified
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger,
I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there.
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