I was never shown how to love So I did my best to guess
Everything a man ever wants A tiny girl in a dress
A trophy for his friends That I didn't even like, so
Tried to learn from mistakes I haven't made one in months
But it's getting harder to take Pushing away everyone
You just had to show up And yeah I'm not mad about it
* Swear to God I'ma change but I'm agnostic All this loneliness is getting so exhausting
Sick to my stomach, yeah I'm feeling kinda nauseous And I can't tell if it's you
** I'm so love-starved Knowing if I'm ready to trust you Is goddamn hard
You're picking at skin and bones I feel my lips, they turn to blue
Are you great or something new? I'm so love-starved
Are you actually my type or do I just need a bite?
Is it the fact that you're there Or do I actually care? The potential of the latter's
Got me pulling my hair out I'm a skeleton Of the love I once had
Yeah, it was so bad But you're nothing like that, yeah
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(Oh, oh) Sick of being taken advantage of by shitty guys
(Oh, oh) Tell me if you're one of them, I'm losing my mind
(Oh, oh) Are you feeding me affection or just a bunch of lies?
Is it me? Is it you? I don't really got a clue
I don't got much left but I might give it all to you
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