I made the perfect you in my head Cause physically you are the blueprint
But internally, god damn you're a mess So to stay with you I had to imagine
* That he is perfect Anything I give him, he deserves it
Rarely does he ever come to see me But anytime he does he makes it worth it
Like I earned it
** God, I love him And when I'm with you,
I can't help myself but only think about him I can't wait to see him again
My god, I miss him And when I'm with you,
I'm just thinking bout how much I wish it was him I can't wait to see him again
More frequent visits would've been nice
But I don't want you knowing that there's somebody new
Sometimes the guilt will clog up my mind But is it cheating if I love a better version of you
( * , ** )
My god, I miss him And when I'm with you,
I'm just thinking bout how much I wish it was him I can't wait to see him again
