I can say things I don't always mean When people get too close to me
Don't know where it comes from, honestly And you, weren't perfect, yeah, you had your lows
But I'd say you got pretty close Don't know how you could put up with me
* I was so caught up in my own thoughts Don't think that I understood
When you said that you just couldn't take it That I would lose you for good
** I didn't think this over Fell back when you got closer
After I just put you right through hell You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself
I'd always act so selfish Had shit I hadn't dealt with
After I just put you right through hell You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself
We both know I might be the worst at goodbyes But I looked at you straight and I lied
And acted like I'd be fine Sometimes when I care, I think I tend to shut off
Like nothing could matter enough Why would you let me keep doing that?
You should've stopped me
( * , ** )
So off I go to hurt you again I'll shut you out to try and forget
That I'm the one who's fucked in the end 'Cause, baby, you'll be happier with someone else
So off I go to hurt you again I'll shut you out to try and forget
That I'm the one who's fucked in the end 'Cause you couldn't hate me more than I hate myself
I didn't think this over Fell back when you got closer
After I just put you right through hell You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself
