Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
Even when I know it’s been forever I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again
Don’t know if you get it cause I can’t express how thankful I am
That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you understand
** I don’t wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I don’t wanna lose control
Sometimes I still think it’s coming but I know it’s not
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
Cause even though I’m older now and I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn’t have made it if I didn’t have you holding my hand
I need you to know I would never be this strong without you
You’ve seen how I’ve grown you took all my doubt
Cause you were home