I'm slowly killing myself I'm trying so hard at the back of the shelf It's just the same every day I'm writing these songs that will never get played I get told what's wrong and what's right I don't have a romantic life And everyone's dying So I keep on trying to make them proud before they‘re gone Oh, can't someone help me Oh, please someone help me I don't care anyone, anything 'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely Miss all my family Oh, I don't care, anyone, anything 'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely I'm spending more than I earn Drink all the time to forget I'm not her 'Cause I go to parties sometimes And I'll kiss a boy and pretend for the night 'Cause I don't know much about me I'm still ashamed of who I used to be So I try way too hard, but I still miss the mark to, Fit in, fit in Help me Oh, please someone help me I don