I want it to be like messy
I'm so insecure I think That I'll die before I drink And I'm so caught up in the news
Of who likes me and who hates you And I'm so tired that I might
Quit my job, start a new life And they'd all be so disappointed Cuz who am I, if not exploited?
And I'm so sick of seventeen Where's my fuckin' teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time "Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry
And I don't stick up for myself I'm anxious and nothing can help
And I wish I'd done this before And I wish people likеd me more
* All I did was try my best This thе kinda thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (huh, huh, huh)(huh, huh, huh) They say "These are the golden years"
But I wish I could disappear Ego crush is so severe God, it's brutal out here
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I feel like no one wants me And I hate the way I'm perceived
I only have two real friends And lately I'm a nervous wreck
Cuz I love people I don't like And I hate every song I write
And I'm not cool and I'm not smart And I can't even parallel park
Yeah!
Just have a really good time
Got a broken ego, broken heart (God, it's brutal out here, And hey, it's brutal out here)
And God, I don't even know where to start