I'm singing at a funeral tomorrow For a kid a year older than me
And I've been talking to his dad It makes me so sad
When I think too much about it I can't breathe
And I have this dream where I am screaming underwater
While my friends are all waving from the shore
I don't need you to tell me what that means I don't believe in that stuff anymore
* Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time And that's just how I feel
Always have... And I always will... I always have an' always will
And I have a friend I call When I've bored myself to tears
And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves But then we laugh until it disappears
Last night I blacked out in my car And I woke up in my childhood bed
Wishing I was someone else, feeling sorry for myself And I remembered someone's kid is dead
And it's 4AM, again And I'm doing nothing Again
