I've been trying not to think about it, I can't help it
I know you don't wanna hear from me, but I am selfish .
It kills me inside that you can drink on Friday nights Not even pick up the phone
It amazes me you move on so easily From someone that you once called home
* I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us
Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel
I know you always fell out love so damn easily, but honestly
I don't think you ever had something real
** Until you met me Drinks in New York City Ooh, you looked so pretty
Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday Kissed you on our first date
Somehow, I knew someday This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go
Oh, I'll spend my whole life Missing a part of me, part of me
Oh, I'll spend my whole life Hoping your heart is free, heart is free
I don't think that this is fair, but I'm still gonna ask it
What if we're still meant to be? Crazier things have happened
It tears me apart, you can have love in your heart And not have to act on it, ah
It erases me and everything I thought we'd be Back when we gave our promise
Do you not dream of me? 'Cause I have visions in my sleep
I can't ever find my peace now Do you wake up alone
And feel an aching in your bones? Or are you happy without me now?