I wanna wake up sober, see what the sunrise means to me 'Cause I've been getting colder and nothing means anything I wanna'really hold ya and feel the groundbeneath my feet 'Cause when it's all all over, don't wanna miss anything I'm putting out cigarettes on my bed Only friends never up in my head When you hit bottom only place to go is up * When I found me I was smiling And through the crying I finally feel good When I broke free from the old me I was singing "I finally feel good" I was gettin' closer but I was gettin' in my way We're only gettin' older, I keep on making the same mistakes Self-inflicted torture, it no longer gets me high And finally I want to follow my own lullaby Trying to remember what my mother said Middle finger up to my twisted head When you hit bottom, only place to go is up ( * ) A duplica