Gave me 2 different tears After all these years Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain So I hate you So I love you So I hate you So I love you
I’m tryna figure out how to move on with my life Without you by my side
Waking up with teary eyes, I can’t do this no more, gotta erase you now
So I think of all the pain you’ve given me Try to look at all the damage you’ve done to me
No matter how hard I try, I just can’t forget it why I keep thinking bout how sweet you used to be
* Gave me 2 different tears After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you (But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you (But the pain you gave me was so so bad)
I’m cryin over you, still what does this mean Do I still want you back in my life
After all these painful things you’ve done to me Why is it so hard to realize
So I think of all the pain you’ve given me Try to look at all the damage you’ve done to me
But the harder that I fight, You come closer in my sight,
And I’m thinking of how sweet it could have been oh no
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Why do I still feel this way When I know there’s nothing left to say
Shouldn’t be but I loved you in the first place Wanna erase you without a trace
Try to tell myself that I need to hate you With the pain that you put me thorough
But ah That’s the reason why I still miss you no matter how hard I try
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